Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Needing something... Right?

I need something...
Something new...
Something interesting...
Something in common...
Something understanding...
Something confident...
Something reliable...
Something real...

I'm not asking for something here nor there... but everywhere.
I'm not looking for something pleasant nor painful... but passionately unpredictable.
I'm not expecting marvels nor mediocrity... but mystical magnificence.

I'm not lost and I don't need to be found because... I see the path I need to take.
I'm not dwelling on the past and waiting for the future isn't my forte because... I respect and admire the gift of now that the present presents.
I am not disappointed with who I am, where I am or what I've become because... I truly know I am exactly where I'm supposed to be in this exact moment in time for these people in front of me and those my thoughts swirl about.

Bored... Nah, boredom is a state of mind for boring people; and I've never been one of them.
Seeking God... No way, I've always had a great relationship with him; without having your religion telling me how to do it.
Lonely... That's laughable because anyone who takes the time to understand me recognizes that I enjoy my alone time; now is one of those times for sure.
Mad... What, you are kidding me right? I'm one of those types that when I'm truly mad, all I do is sit in complete silence and over think the situation. I haven't done that in a long while; besides I know better than to let anyone control me that way.
Frustrated... Who can really say they don't get frustrated with life's trials and tribulations, however this is not something I let last because it allows some of my energy to escape and I can't have that.
Stressed... Never that, not me, I don't have time for that and I feel sorry for anyone who can't manage to keep their stress levels minimal. The energy involved in being stressed deteriorates your character immensely; I'm lucky I manage my stress way better than I manage my money.

What is this all about...
Well I'm not late, so there's no need to contemplate.
And I'm not depressed, so there's no need to speak about stress.
Obviously I'm not mad, when I can easily pick and choose things to make me glad.
Apparently I'm rambling and anyone still reading I'm appreciating because I could definitely go on and on.

I guess... I just... Need something.


  1. You know what you need...

  2. I think you need me... :-)

  3. I'm not sure what you need but I'll be here if you need me my love...

  4. hahahah LOL @ anonymous people!

  5. Well you all can say whatever you want but he found me <3